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skyagain
2022-06-26 10:29 pm (UTC)
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[ suffer, old man. ]
"To allow one"?
[ he repeats that because he missed jiji losing his mind as i was not online when it happened on thursday ]
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unsaid
2022-06-27 07:42 am (UTC)
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Upon returning from the excursion, I did not feel... myself. In a rather very vital and poignant way.
And so I decided that for as long as I felt that lingering displacement, I would not allow myself to be healed.
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skyagain
2022-06-27 02:29 pm (UTC)
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... Didn't feel like yourself, huh?
[ hm. bad. ]
Guess that means the feeling's gone now?
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unsaid
2022-06-29 05:34 pm (UTC)
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Now it is, yes.
[though he feels like he should clarify - ]
This morning, before trial... at the same time a memory was returned to me. So I do not think myself possessed by shadow.
[in case that's a concern.]
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skyagain
2022-06-29 07:12 pm (UTC)
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[ well. it wasn't a concern but it raises another one; ]
It took a memory from you? That... trip.
[ there is no right word for going off on an adventure to get maimed ]
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unsaid
2022-07-01 04:47 am (UTC)
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[nodding again]
... and it gave me a different one in its place. One in which I murdered one I considered a friend.
I had thought it mine until now, but now it clicks better - all the ways in which that venture affected me.
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skyagain
2022-07-01 06:35 am (UTC)
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Like... An alternate version of your memories? And you were just stuck with that until Saturday morning?
[ what the fuck? ]
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unsaid
2022-07-01 06:41 am (UTC)
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Hmm... that one is harder to say.
[a tilt of his head]
But it was certainly not something that I had actually done... Even for as long as I have lived, I believe I have a possess a well enough memory.
[he's not higekiri]
But yes - it persisted until Saturday morning.
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skyagain
2022-07-02 03:40 am (UTC)
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Not a big fan of these things having side effects.
[ it's very important to note. ]
I'm glad it's gone now, but...
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unsaid
2022-07-03 07:42 pm (UTC)
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[he nods along with that]
As am I.
I imagine it affects every individual slightly differently... and that sits poorly with me.
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skyagain
2022-07-03 08:32 pm (UTC)
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Our group didn't have any that I noticed, but...
[ uh, he kind of died immediately after, so he has no idea if they did have side effects actually ]
Maybe these get worse every week.
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unsaid
2022-07-03 09:24 pm (UTC)
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[ . . . well,]
Unfortunately, we have quite some time ahead of us.
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skyagain
2022-07-03 09:32 pm (UTC)
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And considering there's about two every week... I don't like the sound of it.
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"To allow one"?
[ he repeats that because he missed jiji losing his mind as i was not online when it happened on thursday ]
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And so I decided that for as long as I felt that lingering displacement, I would not allow myself to be healed.
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[though he feels like he should clarify - ]
This morning, before trial... at the same time a memory was returned to me. So I do not think myself possessed by shadow.
[in case that's a concern.]
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It took a memory from you? That... trip.
[ there is no right word for going off on an adventure to get maimed ]
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... and it gave me a different one in its place. One in which I murdered one I considered a friend.
I had thought it mine until now, but now it clicks better - all the ways in which that venture affected me.
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[ what the fuck? ]
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[a tilt of his head]
But it was certainly not something that I had actually done... Even for as long as I have lived, I believe I have a possess a well enough memory.
[he's not higekiri]
But yes - it persisted until Saturday morning.
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As am I.
I imagine it affects every individual slightly differently... and that sits poorly with me.
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Unfortunately, we have quite some time ahead of us.
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