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[skyagain]

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[skyagain]

... Didn't feel like yourself, huh? [ hm. bad. ] Guess that means the feeling's gone now?

[unsaid]

Now it is, yes.

[though he feels like he should clarify - ]

This morning, before trial... at the same time a memory was returned to me. So I do not think myself possessed by shadow.

[in case that's a concern.]

[skyagain]

[ well. it wasn't a concern but it raises another one; ]

It took a memory from you? That... trip.

[ there is no right word for going off on an adventure to get maimed ]

[unsaid]

[nodding again]

... and it gave me a different one in its place. One in which I murdered one I considered a friend.

I had thought it mine until now, but now it clicks better - all the ways in which that venture affected me.

[skyagain]

Like... An alternate version of your memories? And you were just stuck with that until Saturday morning?

[ what the fuck? ]

[unsaid]

Hmm... that one is harder to say.

[a tilt of his head]

But it was certainly not something that I had actually done... Even for as long as I have lived, I believe I have a possess a well enough memory.

[he's not higekiri]

But yes - it persisted until Saturday morning.

[skyagain]

Not a big fan of these things having side effects. [ it's very important to note. ] I'm glad it's gone now, but...

[unsaid]

[he nods along with that]

As am I.

I imagine it affects every individual slightly differently... and that sits poorly with me.

[skyagain]

Our group didn't have any that I noticed, but... [ uh, he kind of died immediately after, so he has no idea if they did have side effects actually ] Maybe these get worse every week.

[unsaid]

[ . . . well,]

Unfortunately, we have quite some time ahead of us.

[skyagain]

And considering there's about two every week... I don't like the sound of it.