All my memories came back by the end of everything. [ well. so he thinks. ] So now instead of seeing things I can't remember that don't make sense since half of it felt like static to me, I just get the regular version of it.
[ he does not care for the regular version of it. which is tragic, honestly, because it is coming. give me a mood for a memory char ]
Pretty much. Part of it was probably to sell the bit, but the reasoning we were given... It meant we gave them up willingly to slow the loss of memories from the people on our team. Sort of an exchange kind of deal. It was the only way they could exist in the Realm without totally losing themselves immediately.
[ sometimes you have a lot of weird backstory to explain memloss murder. also you said bittersweet and rude to cloud so suddenly there is some stardust from the ceiling and here's a nice hug between friends :). ]
[ this is a memory that speaks volumes of emotion, and kaeya isn't sure how to process it. the moment is intimate in its own particular way, and as it fades, he looks to cloud with a softened expression, smiling faintly. ]
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[ he does not care for the regular version of it. which is tragic, honestly, because it is coming. give me a mood for a memory char ]
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kaeya does hum softly, considering. ]
Why did you have to give them up? I take it that was part of being a "host"...
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[ sometimes you have a lot of weird backstory to explain memloss murder. also you said bittersweet and rude to cloud so suddenly there is some stardust from the ceiling and here's a nice hug between friends :). ]
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It's a difficult thing, to lose a home...
She's dear to you?
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She's... a friend. We grew up in the same place.
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What ended up happening to it...?
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To which one?
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The one closest to your hearts.
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They were destroyed by Shinra.